난이성들에게버림당하고멸시와모욕과조롱의대상이되고잘하는거하나도없고한심하고쓰레기같은인생을살아오고한심하고쓰레기같은짓을반복하고만나는사람들마다무릎꿇고고개숙여야되고내자신스스로를원망하고혐오해야하는모솔찐따다